Feeling Good

That's the thing about me.  I always thought the people around me were crazy, but now I realize it's me.  I am totally insane.  I was feeling down for the past week or so, and now I feel like I'm on top of the world.  Maybe it has to to with getting an interview for an apartment that is really nice.  I'm not going cause I know I won't pass the credit check.  But man it is a nice building, brand spanking new.  I got approved for the health insurance through the health care reform bill.  So I'll be getting better care.  And yesterday my mate was in a good mood.  We fixed a good dinner, talked and laughed a lot, watched TV and she didn't get nasty not once.  My son called and he had a wonderful evening he said it was the best night he ever had.  he went to a play with a young lady and she took him backstage, where the cast signed his playbill then he went to time square and was seduced by the lights, glitter and excitement.  That made me feel good.  My oldest daughter sent me her resume to fix up and that made me feel good cause I still have a bit of skills she needs me for.  Also I have someone following my blog. So I had a great day and today seems promising.

I'm going out, ha, ha to the grocery store only because they aren't taking on-line orders on the count that it's a holiday.  I want some bread pudding I'm going to get some heavy cream, coconut, raisins, pecans and now since I have to go to the store I'll get and apple for it.  Shhhh! I know I don't need it but food is my comfort and those damn steroids keep me hungry, I never get filled.  I pray that when I get a new doctor I can get down to 6mg of steroids again.  I did good at that level it was when I got to 4 that I got a flare.  As wonderful as my current Rhuematologist is she won't take chances.  Okay I know there are better choices to eat, I'll pick up some grapes while I'm there and freeze them those are satisfying and not fattening.

I'll share some more later. For now I'm going to enjoy feeling good, it doesn't happen too often.