This is what they talk about when the body shuts down. I guess all my running around has hit me. I don't have any spoons today, my body is worn. I got out the bed because my back is hurting. I wanted to write on my new blog but I can't think. As I'm typing this I keep making errors, but I want to share with everyone what it feels like. I typed for the 20 years that I worked, I don't look when I type, I type about 60 words a minute. It has taken me 20 minutes to type up to this point.
I want to crawl back in bed but like I said my back hurts and I don't want to wake my mate. I have some Netflix and that's what I'll do for the day. I'm going to push myself to finish the birthday card so I can have it mailed tomorrow. It's going to be hard because my hands are swollen and my arms are heavy. I feel like I'm on some serious drugs. Well I am but I mean something like a narcotic. My eyes are heavy and I don't want to go to the bathroom. Just taking a few steps feels like it will take everything out of me.
It is 8:43 am I got out the bed at 8 am. I checked my emails, checked FB, played a game of freecell. I won on the first game which tells me mentally I'm thinking lucid. Then I started writing here about 25 minutes ago.
I went to sleep about 9:30 pm, that's 10 and a half hours sleep and I feel like I been up all night.
Doc called in a script of antibiotics and I'm taking the new drug for my PH. I hope it's not that but just a lupus flare. I'm going to rest and will be back when I'm feeling better.
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